“There’s Mercy in Your Anguish Prayers” 

“I love the Lord because he hears my voice and my prayer for mercy.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭116:1‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Are you going through a "dry spot" in your life at the moment? Are you reading your bible, knowing you see the words of Jesus, but they're not affecting your heart at all? Are you sitting on your knees, with crossed hands, just trying your hardest to spew out words of prayer to our invisible God? Let me tell you, friend, I have been there. There have been numerous moments in my walk where I have been considered "spiritually dry". Where every passing moment I spend with Jesus, I just don't feel anything affected in my life. I have had moments where I read the word for 10 minutes, and I see a notification light up on my iPhone, and I'm more intrigued by how the world sees me instead of God. Then after that spur of the moment ends, I'm right back to feeling hollow. 

What is important in this post today is this simple statement: faith in God is not run by our feelings or circumstances, it is run by the intimate connection provided constantly by the spirit of God. What I mean by this is, it's very easy to worship God when our life has had great things come along. Like for me, I finally was granted a full time job with weekends off so I can attend Sunday service. I have been very happy about that, but then a storm came over me. I just recently found out that someone I was once so intimate with has taken the heart of a former close friend. I have had feelings of betrayal, anger, and disappointment. Which I don't want to have those feelings. So my prayers and reading time have been cut short due to my heart being so entangled with sadness. 

God spoke to me deeply yesterday about being "spiritually dry." We cannot depend our own emotions to stay in tuned with the spirit. God wants us to pray at his feet when we cannot say the words we need to say. The word of God is our shield against evil, our love story with Jesus, and it speaks truth of our identity. Satan has been pressing into my brain that I need a man still to be loved. But I read these words this morning in Psalms 117 and I felt the love of God fall upon me: “For his unfailing love for us is powerful; the Lord’s faithfulness endures forever. Praise the Lord!” Psalms‬ ‭117:2‬ ‭NLT‬‬

My dear friend, God loves you forever and always. He loves you when you are distant. He loves you when that person is the center of your attention. He loves you when you are questioning your existence. He loves you because He made you. Go through your day knowing that the mighty lord of heaven has your best intentions💛

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